The Weird Factor

I was talking to a friend last night about this whole on again off again blog issue I tend to go through. I know it is a bit weird but I cannot fight the urge to go private when the urge hits me. Thank you for your patience with my weird factor. I sometimes have to regroup and think through WHY I am blogging at all. When I get into that mode I tend to want to think it all through without being an open book to all of the world. (I know the entire world is NOT reading but there are strangers lurking about - which on a 'why' day feels like the whole world.) So that is what was up, in case you were wondering and still reading my blog! :}

His Love is so Deep!

Today I'm feeling a bit overwhelmed with love. Love for my sweet Lord and Savior. What an amazing thing to be flooded with LOVE. The pure love, not the tainted "if then" stuff but the "I love you because you are precious to me" stuff, that sends me spinning into the open arms of my Lord.

To know that even when I'm at my worst - He stands there with open arms hoping I'll choose to run to Him with my disappointments or hurt rather than another. When I feel the most alone He gently carries me so that I do not have the added burden of walking through those dark and lonely days alone.

This love is so deep, it's more than I can stand. I melt in your peace, it's overwhelming.

He is holy, amazing, precious! He's my provider! He's my strong tower! He's my savior! He's my ABBA! He's perfect and good! He's gentle and tender! He's strong and powerful! He's so GOOD! He's patient! His eyes shine with love for me! Forgiving! Redeeming! Restoring! He's ALWAYS on time! The Lifter of my head! Romancing! Pursuing One!

No Worries

I do believe I will remain private this time. If I choose to go public again it may be via a new blog. I will use this blog as a fun outlet for family/friends to keep up with the kids but not for public consumption again. There's no real reason for this change, except I do not want my kids to be on public display for all to see anymore, and I really use this blog to keep our family/friends informed of things going on in our lives. So that's the scoop - for what it is worth. I realize that by doing this I am excluding some people without meaning to do so. Hopefully they will email me and let me know they cannot log on anymore so that I can add them to the list who can view. Anyway, no worries. Just feel the need to keep my kids lives less public.